The Path

Diano Ramadhan Fauzan
Indonesia

The 10th Month

Still missing the place I never be. And always looking for it.

12 march a year ago. I was sitting in front of my computer staring at its monitor. Nothing to do nowhere to go. Signed my wlm id in looking for some conversation to kill the time. I used to chat with that girl. The intensity was over the limit that friedship does. I don’t care if I just a little bit too much to measure it now. I just believe what I believe. Just like an oldman thoughts.

That girl was telling me that the next day would be special. I didn’t notice what date was that day. Maybe because I used to kill by daily routine. Let’s make this straight. She recalled that the next day was 13th. I was surprised. How could I forgot the day? Maybe I just don’t care bout it. I just don’t care. Yes. Don’t. Care.

“WOW thats cool! Can i borrow that stuff???”

“Sure you can! But how do you get this?”

“MMMM I dont know, your home is just ehh ‘far away’ haha”

“What about meeting somewhere?”

“Good idea! Alright I’ll ask Depr and Deprina to come as well”

WTF!!!! FRIENDZONE????!!!!!

Stop mocking around! Get a mirror and crack it if you’re great already!

Is that your boss?

Is that your boss?

I just can’t forget. You may not live in the real world because I’ve erased you from the world itself. Yet, you still go around my mind, I can’t erase it. My mind always ask for you. So don’t blame it to me!

Give me your lights again

Give me your lights again

Not Melancholy

Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night and cried of everything you’ve done in the past? And I realized that loving you is not a mistake that I have to regret.